Not sure why I've been feeling so cynical and bullshitty today.
Today was Teacher's Day and everyone was so hyped up. But Celestine and I just felt so out of it.
Ok well it went pretty okay. But as far as the start of the day was concerned, it was pretty much terrible.
I feel terrible today! It was one of those disgruntled at everything and anything day. A day where I'm so unsatisfied by myself, others, everything. Y?
This is *the* pits. Yesterday though.. was awesome!
It was the last day of the prelims so after school I went to chong pang with my mother to be a man and carry her groceries. So yeah. Afterwards I went home and took a nap like a good girl and went to pick my brother up with my mother. He was so late and kept me waiting. But being in a good mood I listened to the radio and propped my legs up on the dashboard of the front seat of the car.
Then we went to Cwp and ate Delifrance. It was nice.
Afterwards my brother bought me to Secret Chamber and bought me Lego Creator Seaside House? That's like Lego. But you can build it into 3 different seaside houses! It's really nice.
Lego is like coming back again
Anyway, just saw my primary school picture. As in, a picture of my primary school.
I don't know if it's just me but I feel nothing for my primary school anymore.
Sure, once upon a time it was filled with the people I love alot, memories I thought I would always treasure, teachers whom I never wanted to disappoint.
But all it is now is just an empty shell of what it used to be. It's just not there anymore, the teachers are mostly gone, the principal changed, the basketball court got renovated and well, friends drifted. I guess we grew out of each other.
I'm not sure how that happened.
I admit this with great remorse, but well that's just how life as we know it, goes.
Maybe that's why I'm feeling so cynical today?
Seeing the presents given to teachers, the seniors coming back, the seniors going back to the primary schools, all of that, is just terrible.
I hate how it is... For the first two years you might dearly miss some of the things but as you go on, shit changes. Perhaps it's better not returning to your primary school and seeing how much it has changed.
You know, when you were younger, your primary school was probably much bigger and you probably thought it was more beautiful than it really is. Come sec 2 when you visit your school again, you're probably amazed by how small and typical it is.
That's just sad - bursting the bubble of what could have remained as a priceless memory.
This is why I refuse to return to Canberra Primary. What's the point of awkward banter with teachers and friends you haven't seen in a gazillion years? What's the point of finding out that the stairs you thought were so big become so tiny and cumbersome to climb? What's the point of saying an awkward 'hi' to the friends whom you both promised never to ever drift?
Well, just keeping my good days in Canberra as what they originally were is just the best decision for me.
Just have to look ahead and move forward - already graduating from secondary school, still go back to primary school?
Guess I"m just sick of promises that never last, stupid turn of events that makes the present what it is, and all.
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It's just like magic I guess, once you find out how the magician does it, it's just not that enthralling or captivating anymore.
Curiosity may have killed the cat, but knowing makes the cat's life a living hell.
Well I'm feeling better after ranting so.
I decide not to make you guys feel upset after reading my negative post so errrrrr...
Today I had loads of fun during ACES. I like the aerobics(?) portion which was just the Hardcore Feelings dance! The boxercise is something I do not find pleasant to participate in.
The mass games was okay, I was forced to play and I had no goddamn idea how my balloon freaking burst. I swear. One moment I'm like screaming hiding behind belle and the next thing I know some ghost whom I didn't even see OR hear or smell or touch or taste just makes my balloon disappear into the thin air WTF
Belle committed suicide for me <3 *kiss* LOL
But ok la the front part very fun run away from babaj and fifi cause the ganged up to kajiao me WTF idiots *box*
Oh yeah after school went to northpoint for lunch with them.
Zhiyi they all were like saying that route A was shorter to northpoint, while us girls said it's route B. So we took separate ways to see who would arrive earlier!
My dearest aunties Mirabelle and Fithri were leisurely walking and I'm like HURRY UP
I know I know it's not a fair test but still.. Why be #2 when you can be #1?
Not sure why I'm competitive for the lamest shits
LOL
AND, LED BY THE AWESOME ZIMAN, we reached first!
(if you didn't already infer we walked from CCHY to northpoint so yeah)
We ate at Pizza Hut.
And I am extremely displeased. Despite hanging around the entrance they refused to bother. Ok self seating. Then they refused to give menus or clean the extremely dirty table. And we had to call them. The woman served a table that came in later than us, first. -_-
Then wipe table like don't know how to wipe, wipe in large circular motions until all the shit will just drop into our laps wtf.
Ok, nevermind. Wipe HALF the table only. Whaa-? Woman. One does not simply wipe HALF a table!! Omg... I'm paying 10% service charge for dat shite
We all ordered and well, let's just say we were kept waiting.
When the food came, Kelvin didn't get his for a looooong time.
And he found out the douche did not take his order. What? When the waiter repeated our order, he did mention correctly. Seriously wtf
So, the woman told Kelvin he had to wait 10 minutes if he wanted to order then. He said ok and he waited for more than 10 minutes. And that was when we already finished *our* food.
Still, his order did not come. Okay..
So he cancelled his order and we called for the stupid bill which did not deserve to have been paid btw.
And we had to wait awhile because they had to cancel his order. STupid piece of shit wtf make me wait like my time is free for you
Wait wait wait everything also fucking wait
-_-
Ya sure they were slightly understaffed, perhaps one or two more waiters would have made the dining experience much more comfortable, BUT they didn't handle their orders and duties well. Even when it's understaffed they ought to have handled it in a more organized manner. There are many areas of improvement for that disappointing outlet and I do not see myself patronising their restaurant in the near future unless it is extremely empty so that all their stuff can finally not fuck up under pressure.
The 10% Service Charge is just useless because there was hardly proper customer service to justify that cost
Ok am I an angsty child?
Okok on a lighter note, yesterday evening I met pan during the evening and we went to Orchard together to buy Royce Chocolates for my teachers.
I spent alot that day :(
Oh well....
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