friday night draws

Hi guys. Here's a first picture of my new hair. The one on top is how it used to be. Ha ha ha.
Do you know? I am having trouble accepting reality. I really really sometimes think like "ha ha, my hair is fake, actually I can get back my long hair anytime.." LOL wat
Seriously! I don't know why I am in such a "deluded cheerfulness", as CCHY EL prelim 1 has mentioned. But on a serious note, I still believe that -_- I mean, I know I can't glue back my hair or what and I have never and will not consider extensions cause they ultimately will cause damage to the hair, BUT... Somehow my mind is just unable to accept reality. -_-"


To be honest, I am quite okay with the short hair. Mrs Goh was damn shocked though - she can "Ziman! Why did you cut your hair so short!?!" in a loud-but-soft voice during my amath paper. LOL.


While long hair and short hair to me looks fine, overall I'm a gaygirl so I prefer long hair! BUT then again, my old long hair was disgusting. It's like.. the bottom is too straight and the top is fucked cause I like to tie tight ponytails to feel more secure that my hair is there and also because I'm just used to it after 3 years of fencing training, having a loose ponytail is very annoying. Soo... The top had like this weird line caused by ponytails and boy, was it ugly. Plus I wake up every morning with crazy bed hair.
Actually, I wanted to perm my hair. But taking into account of the fact that my long hair was very layered and so when tied up it's quite short, so if I permed it will be weird for school.
Plus, perming is very difficult to take care of as opposed to rebonding but no more rebonding pls.
Furthermore, I recently keep dyeing my hair and all, subjecting it to enough chemicals. Therefore... with an itch to cut hair, it was best that I chopped it for a brand new look!


Fun fact: I wasted an hour according to Zhiyi deciding to cut my hair or not at the hair salon LOLOLOL. I was damn gay!
And initially, I wanted to cut to boobs-length. Like armpit there plus one vertical palm down there. Ladies and gentlemen, do not attempt to feel your armpits and put one palm below to find out where my original decision to cut was. You look very unglam.
You can do it in the toilet later!


I counted you know... And apparently it will take me 2 years to reach my original hair length. Sadded! I wish I didn't subject my hair to so many chemical treatments :( Then it would be like heimern's hair, forever growing extremely fast x999
Anyone knows how to grow hair faster?
I did google about foods and nutrition that helps hair growth but if you've got a good method do tell me! It will be much appreciated because.... MY HAIR AT THE BACK IS SO SHORT!!



Anyway don't get me wrong - sometimes I love my short hair. But other times I miss sweeping all my hair up into a ponytail. I can't tie my hair for the next 8 months I think LOLOLOL.



I was mourning on twitter about my hair yesterday and like a few friends I hardly talk to, as well as close but not close friends made my day by telling me it was nice! I'm so happy. LOL.
I swear when it comes to hair I am pms 24/7 - one moment lovin' it, the other screaming bloody murder at it. LOL





Ok bye! I'm gonna bathe and check out my hair.
Btw, damn gay. Now I only need to pump out 3/4 of one pump of hair wash. Last time I pump like 3-5 times, then everytime the gigantic sized Herbal Essences (my fave brand of hairwash!!) super fast finish. Now... I'm using some tiny bottle of organic olive shampoo and I swear it regenerates itself I never ever seem to finish it LOL


Did I mention the first bath after my haircut resulted in a hell load of bubbles and suds because I pumped out too much hairwash? -_-



So which hair do I look better in? :)